Random rant...enjoy. ;)
I am a girl filled with an urgency to reach out, with this never-ending want to love and help others. I am flawed and once bruised, but healed. I have witnessed too much, been lied to and trampled on. I have had the life sucked out of me, only to be filled again. I have opened myself up to people, torn apart but revived and strengthened as a result. I have cried myself to sleep, distressed and hopeless; little did I know, immense happiness was right around the corner to mend my sorrows. I have been let down, but I have forgiven. I have let others down, being forgiven. I have seen pain, addiction, anger, sadness and loss. But I have also seen love, comfort, joy, peace and gained so much from it all. I do believe that everything happens for a reason and that we go through whatever it may be to become wiser, stronger...to learn and grow...There are always lessons in life, whether it be yours or someone else, there is so much meaning to everything that happens. I believe that because God spoke the earth into being, everything He created has meaning, a purpose, even if some don't know it yet. I have walked in darkness. I have been saved, lifted from my old life...transformed from a heart of stone to a heart of flesh...filled with a new spirit, one that shines so brightly. I was lost, now I am found. I am a seeker, a giver, a child, a servant. I am young, vivacious, ambitious and curious. I am indecisive, caring, trustworthy, and unusual. I am faithful and understanding. I am a sister, a friend, a daughter, a lover. I am constantly learning, finding more about myself, about everything. I adore nature, spending time soaking in it's beauty. I adore stillness. I enjoy solitude almost as much as I enjoy being sociable. I wish I could fly like a bird so I could travel everywhere, on a mission. I hope to make the slightest impact on others throughout my life. I hope to always notice the good, rather than the bad. I hope I never loose myself or conform to the ways of the world. I hope I never forget to rest, taking time to cherish the good things in life, the simple things. I hope i never forget how to love or what it feels like to be in love. I hope I always remember my Savior, each and every day...worshiping Him in all that I do...remembering God's greatness, glorifying, speaking from my soul, hearing and thanking Him for numerous blessings. I hope in my times of trial, hardships and rocky roads that I know who strengthens me...that I am not alone, that I can do anything. I hope to look back on my life and smile, seeing my past filled with smiles...worriless and free. Constantly reminding myself of how great life really is, although it is hard and filled with struggles, but nothing that cannot be overcame. I hope to be successful; not in the sense of wealth or fame necessarily but in finding happiness within myself and others...always seeking God and loving endlessly. I hope to help many others find the Lord, realizing how much he LOVES them. But for now, I'm just me, trying to live a fruitful life.
